Gallery

This is a mix of personal/commission work.


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All art from 2023 - 2020 has been taken down,
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Journal:

24/10/2024
Feeling: Strange
Listening: life - awakebutstillinbed
Left class early cause i was getting anxious + i've had a weird week of experiences that relate/discuss death and have had some scary conversations. also still feeling psychic damage so bad i got scared of the sky and fighting of panic for a lot of the day... i hope to make more art and music about these feelings one day but for now they're too much to even handle on a daily basis so for now we cope i guess.

21/10/2024
Feeling: Okay..
Listening: the ghost of bob saget - Car Seat Headrest
I have been playing webfishing :3 and i need to be working on my art assignments but i'm procrastinating and working on this site for now... I have been feeling not great still but i got shit to do so we power on..



16/10/2024
Feeling: Too much.
Listening: Rough Terrain (Reprise) - Born Without Bones
This is a difficult update to make but essentially a horrible mix of 1 week before period/panic disorder/fear of death has lead me to have 8 days of non-stop panic attacks so I have basically been hand held by many people in my life (and possibly on stage 4 of grief about mortality/existence). I really cannot convey to you how traumatic its felt but I still feel heartbroken currently on how small and lost humans are in the universe. It's been difficult and I feel like I've somewhat dramatically shifted again as a person and thats always aggravating. I don't know if this post is making any sense, I wrote and then deleted a lot from it. i don't know theres a lot of grief being processed for me at the moment. i feel like i always do things slightly wrong. i hope i'm okay with how it feels to be a human and exist one day (and i hope i don't fear death one day and feel peace like the others around me & i don't want to feel alone). but i fear i will never stop feeling alien here.

7/10/2024:
Feeling: Terrified
Unable to sleep second night in a row of panic attacks/spiralling about thinking about my partner dying/me dying and how terrifying not knowing what happens to our souls after this life is!! And other scary universe/consciousness things!!!! Okay I can't talk anymore on the subject or I won't handle it and I'll actually fucking vomit it feels so painful in my body to be so scared of this all... Signing off at a restless 1:44am.

30/09/2024:
Feeling: Overwhelmed
Listening: 4 - Car Seat Headrest
I severely underestimated the amount of art I have done ;w; and I'm not even uploading all of it just my top picks I guess and things I think best show the progression (since I originally wanted to wipe all my old art from the web, but I feel its a waste to not keep a small public archive). I need to dig up old homestuck fanart too but I gotta sift through folder loads of furry art from the years so it'll be a while till my gallery is up to date... Goodnight again from Aus at 2:06am.

29/09/2024:
Feeling: Tired
Listening: So You Wanna Be A Superhero - Carissa's Weird
Trying to make this site readable b4 I sleep TwT goodnight from 2:53am Aus.

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End of journal updates.

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